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Black n Blu
02:03
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everybody gets confused
when everything thats black turns blu
and everything thats old turns new
what used to make u happy makes u blu
when the coldness or your heart
makes you shiver like you've never shivered
let it teach you what my warmth could never teach u
ur blood is hot
ur knees are strong
u arent going to live for long
let the music in the air complete u
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2. |
Hi 5
01:42
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i just cant seem to find a way to occupy my mind
and it gets hard for me to accept that everyone i love is slowly dying
but im still scared to go to shows
when i lifted my hand to offer u a high five, it felt forced
but lately every drug i try just makes me cry
and it takes force
so much force
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3. |
The Sea
02:37
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are u controlling my mind? can anybody really control my mind?? am i even in control of my mind?
or am i wasting away? is everybody slowly wasting away? will i waste away before i ever see the light of day?
i get lost in a sea of indecision
i dont know what the fuck to do
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4. |
Flowers
02:25
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bruise my knuckles
leave my mind
just 2 more bucks for one more pint
of liquid psycho therapy
its what i need to wipe this slate clean
i havent slept for 40 hours
fill ur dumpster with the flowers i picked for u on my way from work
with a spliff in my lips and a gun underneath my shirt
it only has 2 bullets inside
1 for me and 1 for the 1 who finds me here laying in a pile of trash with nothing
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5. |
Coming of age
01:12
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back in the saddle back in the day
remember how important it was
nothing matters nothing to say
slowly turning violent and losing sight of whats important
remember that ur wasting ur time
ur wasting ur time
figuring out that all this time u were always being lied to
moving into a black cathedral
setting fires in the bedroom
giving birth
take ur time
shine a light
burn ur house down
kill ur parents kill ur friends
remember that ur wasting ur time
ur wasting ur time
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6. |
Wrong
01:19
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i knew that i was wrong abt u
i knew that i was wrong
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7. |
Bleach
01:55
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i told u once i didnt like the way it feels to make u cry
i broke a bottle with my knees and watched ur face turn bright green
i pushed a baby down the stairs to prove that no one really cares and when he landed we all sang a song of sadness
and our melody it carried his small soul into his mothers porch swing
i held a lamp between my eyes and held them open till i cried
and now my feet leave trails of slime across ur naked bodies
im slowly learning how to die and when i get it down i'll try
i'll try to teach u what i know so we can both let go
everything was perfect till we taught ourselves to breed as long as no one knows we're lonely they'll be subconsciously bathing in bleach
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Dreamyyy
02:58
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all my dreams keep happening in the same place
i am trapped inside some type of institution
like im in highschool and in jail and a shopping mall
and all i know is that im never getting out of this place unless i find something
but i will never know what that is
when i wake up i feel nothing for the people that i love
i have to lay there and remind myself that they wont kill me
i never want 2 dream again
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9. |
Sleeping on the floor
01:36
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if i grow a spine
im sure ill change my mind
and ill be sure to let you know
that it comes time to leave what we believe behind and learn to grieve
i know its hard but this headstart should send us off with ease
let me know if you think i should go
and ill just go and learn to let myself feel somewhat fine
and in due time ill learn to live a lie
just like everyone beneath the sun who isnt stuck in comatose
and once I'm there where life is fair
ill live for something more
ill go to sleep and wake up when i dont sleep on the floor
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10. |
Tru
01:34
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the billion burning stars above us
tell me everything u said was tru
my boy
the heart is not a toy
the heart is not a toy
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11. |
A thousand milligrams
02:19
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12. |
Driftingg
01:17
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my fragile frame...
I cling to the simple fact that I've made it this far
just a tiny speck of dust aimlessly drifting onward
into the cosmic sea of mystery
into the blazing unknown we perilously go
but what do i know
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W.A.G.D.A
02:19
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everyone i love feels the same way about me they all wish that i was dead they all wish that i wasnt around
everyone i know says the same kind of shit they simply think that were all better off w things the way they are
i just cant accept tht maybe were all gonna die alone
theres so many strangers here i wish that we'd just go back home
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14. |
Crayons
02:09
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look at me im just a sack filled w meat
set me on fire send me running thru the street
pour out ur paint n just use my crayons
tell me its alright when its not till we're gone
and it sure wont be long
i just hope im not wrong
stop getting scared youll be alright itll be worth it
the teachers get mad the parents call school the informal posture
tell me im wrong the worlds p bad but somehow it's lovely
this life is too long for 2 minute songs abt being a loser
so just stand beside me until i burn out n this round is over
this life is too long this life is too long this life is too longg
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15. |
Spliff
01:36
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i rolled a spliff in bible paper and dropped a bucket down the well
i sold my plane ticket to heaven and hopped a train tht goes 2 hell
my lungs r filling up w tar now n my brains filled w gore
but once im underneath ur covers
none of it will matter anymore
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Soviet Science Fair Albuquerque, New Mexico
lofi band in the 505 uwu
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ToyCoffin
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shootingmyselfintheheadWflowers&nailguns
smithwfang.bandcamp.com
thank you for listening <3
contact: email:sovietsciencefair@gmail.com
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