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Meaty Delight

by Soviet Science Fair

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im turning into someone else and he is a loser and idk what to do abt it im moving into my new apartment in a bad part of town nobody else around except for me and my troubled mind couldn't read the exit signs but i think ill buy a pack of cigarettes off someone just to kill the time while i sink into a dangerous state of mind and i think im turning into something i dont like and thats ok w me it all just makes me sick to my swelling stomach when i think about how u ppl are so damn full of doubt but i cant help but think back to when i was fourteen and i smelled like i was dying bc my brain was frying out and i think ill buy a pack of cigarettes off someone just to kill the time while i sink into a dangerous state of mind and i think im turning into something i dont like and thats ok w me
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i know ur out there getting comfortable were all inside waiting for our fetuses to grow i know ur hungry im very thirsty ill eat the eggs raw u make the cole slaw ill eat the raisins and throw away the cashews recycled orange peels intestines filled w corn meal im hungry 4 success hungry 4 toast the toast is good if u eat it w red jam I rly wanna do everything that i used to do w you u buy the tickets, ill ride the airplane u leave the housekey waiting for me on the windowpane then well punch holes in the tinted windows and watch the politicians pull the wings off dragonflies
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sleeping in a burning building ankles deep in vaseline watching late night television teach the retards how to read chinese holy water torture going down in history understanding everything but not giving a flying fuck about anything knowing that the world was ending you and i learned how to surf but just before the waves came in a solar flare destroyed the earth mixing loads of baking soda in with satans afterbirth discovering that life is just a boring fucked up path to forever shitting on a golden eagle somehow made me feel supreme didnt pay my water bill n now my semens neon green chinese holy water torture I just wish I wasn't me: understanding everything but not giving a flying fuck about anything the truth is i hope u contract HIV from a dirty needle stuck inside ur arm i hope u never have babies because they'll probably grow up to be like you and the world has far too many ass holes already and the last thing that it needs is two
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whats important to me is to know that somewhere out there someones burning garbage in a pile by the gas station and the gas station attendant called the cops as long as no one says its meaningful its p cool... i hate acting like i give a damn i hate taking matters into my own hands but if u want me to ill teach u how to play and we could start a band and act like we're ok or i could swallow this whole jar of tylenol and u could pump my stomach if you'll ever call i hate acting like i like this scene i hate running out of gasoline i hate living in a fascist nation i hate killing time w masturbation i wanna turn into a mermaid at the bottom of the sea so i could cuddle w the squids n sing songs for anemones n you could join me if u want to, either way we should live together if youll ever stay i hate trying to make future plans i hate being in my shitty band i hate being such a fucking loser i hate being all alone all the time
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i told u once i didnt like the way it feels to make u cry i broke a bottle with my knees and watched ur face turn bright green i pushed a baby down the stairs to prove that no one really cares and when he landed we all sang a song of sadness and our melody it carried his small soul into his mothers porch swing i held a lamp between my eyes and held them open till i cried and now my feet leave trails of slime across ur naked bodies im slowly learning how to die and when i get it down i'll try i'll try to teach u what i know so we can both let go everything was perfect till we taught ourselves to breed as long as no one knows we're lonely they'll be subconsciously bathing in bleach
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i knew that i was wrong about u i knew that i was wrong
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i rolled a spliff in bible paper and dropped a bucket down the well i sold my plane ticket to heaven and hopped a train tht goes 2 hell my lungs r filling up w tar now n my brains filled w gore but once im underneath ur covers none of it will matter anymore
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why do i care if they stare at my tumors and cringe i understand im just young when im older ill turn into someone who cares about something thats real and youll feel almost exactly the same way and ill pull off ur shirt w my teeth and well grow into something that probably will make it through the year cause i care and i need u to feel like i care and i love u and i need u to love me too where do we fall now that all of our loved ones think we're gross because we're gross but i'm absolutely fine with being gross just as long as you wanna be gross too cause i care and i need u to feel like i care and i love u and i need u to love me too
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whats important to me is to know that somewhere out there someones burning garbage in a pile by the gas station and the gas station attendant called the cops as long as no one says its meaningful its p cool... i hate acting like i give a damn i hate taking matters into my own hands but if u want me to ill teach u how to play and we could start a band and act like we're ok or i could swallow this whole jar of tylenol and u could pump my stomach if you'll ever call i hate acting like i like this scene i hate running out of gasoline i hate living in a fascist nation i hate killing time w masturbation i wanna turn into a mermaid at the bottom of the sea so i could cuddle w the squids n sing songs for anemones n you could join me if u want to, either way we should live together if youll ever stay i hate trying to make future plans i hate being in my shitty band i hate being such a fucking loser i hate being all alone all the time
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i sometimes eat out of the garbage and it tastes just like from the plate buying all my clothes at goodwill is even better than some fresh new hip expensive place i need to get an airplane ticket north and fly away i just started taking online school i drink my weight in sunny d i really need to start to exercise and i should really start to wash my clothes more regularly i need to get an airplane ticket north so i can leave all the hipsters think im stupid all the punks think im a square the hippies smoke pot and drop acid while everybody else just stares all of these ppl are just regular ppl i dont wanna be a human anymore i fell asleep inside my dryer and woke up on the market square i spend my money all on ebay i cant remember the last time i brushed and cut my hair i need to get an airplane ticket to get over there i think disease is rly cool i like to gargle gasoline i watch way too much cartoons my hat is orange my shirt is yellow and my pants are green i need to get an airplane ticket north or I'll get mean all the hipsters think im stupid all the punks think im a square the hippies smoke pot and drop acid while everybody else just stares all of these ppl are just regular ppl i dont wanna be a human anymore
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mister hot glue gun burns down buildings just for fun and he dont give a damn about u mister golden gloves sold his house and fell in love and now hes at the bottom of the ocean mister dollar bill turned into placebo pills and makes a bunch of ppl think they're cured mister burning bush walks around the city screaming something bout the end of the world hey mr lonely tell me home is where the heart is when i dont have any friends to tell me hey man it'll be ok hey mr loser Im still cruisin thru the booze u gave me everything is only getting worse mr internet is winning games and losing bets and running out of change for the ante mr politics is pissing oil and shitting bricks of gold and still he simply follows orders mr rock n roll is doing something meaningful and honestly we're all disappointed mr broken dreams is dancing on ur music scene he says HEY get the fuck into the future hey mr lonely tell me home is where the heart is when i dont have any friends to tell me hey man it'll be ok hey mr loser Im still cruisin thru the booze u gave me everything is only getting worse
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someones at the door yelling something about a car but i dont know how to drive, cuz im the king of soiled waters that you swam in as a girl, but now youre much to old to swim inside the diseased infected pools in which i reside...... all across the driveway laid the fruits of all the bad ideas that i carried out when we were greenish ugly possums.. we would sell our souls to strangers while we waited in the crowd of people for our last open door to some place better than where we were............ theres a lot to see, where to begin on the hunt for freedom, on the fast paced road to nowhere.. is there some place close where we can burn and freeze together it wont get better so lets just pray it wont get worse! we could say that we wont do what the TV says to do but its so hot and dry and thirsty, i just hate to see u crying, and we're running low on water so lets skip a shower and stink, we would bathe in holy water but you've poured the ground and now we'll die of thirst together in the desert of our past..... where do we go now, should we just head back home and listen to the parents yell and get mad? [is there someplace close where we can just mind our own business, grow a garden, have a baby and die of old age??

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A compilation of demos and live recordings that we collected over the course of three awful years

I started writing and making demos for an album when I was fifteen but after two years of writing and recording, most of my work on the album was lost while I was homeless because most of my equipment was stolen or destroyed. Here is what I could retrieve from those projects as well as live recordings of songs that were to be on the album I never finished.

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released June 29, 2015

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Soviet Science Fair Albuquerque, New Mexico

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ToyCoffin
ohboy3am.bandcamp.com/releases
shootingmyselfintheheadWflowers&nailguns
smithwfang.bandcamp.com
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